So so sorry I disappeared there for awhile. did ya miss me?

Anyways..its summer so that's why I have been not blogging.
A lot has happened. I have been out of town a lot. I'm kinda seeing someone(its SO confusing) and I thought I would be busy up a the church with the internship that I got, but(there is always a but) apparently girls are not allowed to intern. Now I know I got the whole spill about it being that I am the only girl and they need to protect Garrett and all..But c'mon..The gist of it is that they are not accepting female interns. SO what does that mean?..just what I said "No Girls". now if that don't just get ya upset I don't know what will. It does not matter if you are male or female if God puts a calling on you you have to chase after it, in any and all forms. Do I feel shut off? yes. does it make me wanna scream "you suck"? yes, but will I give up? you wish:)
See I have this thing, when someone tells me I cannot do or be something(especially because of my sex) it makes me wanna do it that much more.

Shout out to all those who are hating "WOMEN IN MINISTRY WILL HAPPEN!!!!" I don't JUST wanna be a pastors wife(which is a job and calling of its own and I would love it) I wanna be a pastor. A on staff pastor. Is the ministry ready for that...?...will find out

Boy Rant

Ok so you all know it was coming. The Blog where I talk about..o you guessed it..Boys.

My guy troubles seem to never end. I think I found one then there always seem to be some kinda complication! Whats up with that!?! I have not had a boyfriend in 2 years. O and dont worry I love myself and I love God..I have changed over the past 2 years soo much. But now I beleive I am finally ready for a relationship..But obvousliy what I believe means nothing in this universe!!!!!!!!...Im ok;)
I want a boyfriend...but not for the reasons you would think. I want a boyfriend so I always know I have someone to hang with on the weekends. I want a boyfriend so I dont have to find a date to my cousins wedding(looks like ill be dateless). I want a boyfriend I can take to the family get togethers so they have someone else to talk about. I want a boyfriend so I can have a constant workout buddy. I want a boyfriend so I dont have to drive alone places all the time. I want a boyfriend so I have someone to call at night when I cant sleep. I want a boyfriend so I can shop for him(I love shopping for guys). I want a boyfriend so I can put up all those cute icons and where the shirts..hahaha ok that one was stupid..but seriously

MY PERFECT GUY-
He is completely sold out for God and LOVES worship.
He makes me laugh.
He loves my huge family and crazy friends.
He wants a big family.
He strives for success in everything he does.
Adventuress.
Loves Life.
Loves himself.(but not in cocky way)


Guys are a strange thing. You hate them, but cant help but want one.

Concert Concert

Tonight I am headed out to plano for an awesome local concert!!!! Its all christian bands that are flipping awesome! Eowyn,One Minute Halo, Spoken and MY fav Dont Wake Aislin!! I love our local scene its sooo tight! If you can endure the scenies and there need to smoke outside while the music is inside??!?! Whats up with that!!? Anyways tonight since its a christian stage its gonna be way more awesome! I have not been to a local concert in forever.. but whats even better is im taking some of my besties who have never been before. O are they in for a night:)





Eowyn

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=41424259



DWA

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=13669307



One Minute Halo

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=1775315

Starting it off

So this all very new to me but i am going to give it a shot.

My new life as a blogger. haha that sounds funny " Hi my name is Heather..And im a blogger" "Hi Heather" hahaha

I wonder if my mom will read this...HI MOM!